it is sunday!!

another weekend...will heading to mid valley to have some lunch,perhaps some groceries shopping, with my sista...

okey, actually this is another way to free my mind to miss my bbdear so much2...though will miss him every second..!!owh..i am a good lover..ha3

k, gtg...

truely,

LADY JOLI *-*

terrible mode

suddenly feel something wrong...why?i am not sure..tibe2 rs berdebar2,rs mcm something is not good will happen...again,why?

why must i feel like this?feel like want to go home and stay in my room,sleep and forget about this day..nothing happen yet, it just that..entah la. =(

wish i can escape and go home,.....ive try to eat,drink..but it just cannot help!!am i thinking abt nonsense thing, too much??..maybe the truth is, i am not happy, and i am sad and gosh..need somebody to talk with or i need some quite time to re think what is happening now..how am i run this life..another dilemma..=(

i want to go home!!!!!!!!!!

i am saying with courtesy

read on some article on land and logging issue in Sarawak...a bit on denial right to enter Sarawak during the election which was passed..

i am speechless for a while, not really surprise, yet enough for me to say "Oh my dear God"...what on earth is happening to the S'wak Govnt? Simply denial the right of activist to explore what is going on there, is such ridiculous! Simply said, it is really showing that they are trying to hide the real phenomena which was so good covered with 1 Malaysia slogan!

As a local people which not residing there, i really hope that there is educated local person to enlighten this real drama among the Malaysian and shows that local people is not that stupid and unaware of their right.

Next to say, wish that i am able enough to be one of the responsible person to fight for the local.But, in the same time...have to determine my self that..i ve a lots of things to catch and learn 1st..

okey..the above is an opinion of me, who are reading law for 4 years and still needing more years to be an expert....

just to jot down my day: 26 mei 2011

morning: went to MBLS (launching for the Malaysian Business Licencing System)

until late afternoon....and now..in the office...

almost 7pm...have to go!!!

will continue my thought and expression next time!

truely,

LADY JOLI *-*

simply writing this;

i am back.he3..to say that i cant finish the manual as what have been posted before...=)

okey, that is just for the beginning ok!..will continue next time..

what i want to write here is, basically about love & trust

1st story: this guy and his gf was actually decided to further their relationship as gf+bf..so now is about 1 year and half coupled r/ship...then there were physically apart as they have to continue their study in diff. places...

with such distance, everything can get easily messed up.its all about trust..(next story line deleted)

2nd story: this girl and his bf was be in r/ship abt 3 years and a half..both deeply in love and still sometimes they have to be apart.during that such period, the girl actually not dare enough to trust the bf even though deep in her heart she knows that her bf love him so much. But then a simple thing popes in her mind..whether the bf miss her as what she feel...still, its all about trust..(next story line is in progress...)

Based on this 2 story, what i want say is...trust is a huge appreciation that we have, if somebody can put that such a thought on us.we want people to trust us, but are we ready to do so?

love sometimes cannot grant that!

ok..gtg now.

truely,

LADY JOLI *-*

hi good afternoon

miss my uitm's time...the above is my buddies that brilliant and sometimes..bit lazy to attend tutorial..=)

from left: sya2, me,pika..miss you all!!

what was happening just now/today 25 mei 2011?as below...

hohoho..puas hati...today ive nasi lemak telur rebus,some bean curd with black mushroom!yummy..and at the same time berangan2 kejap..ok, manage to finish my meal on time.

usually when chance is given, i will consume longer time to enjoy my meal,hmm actually sgt malas nak kunyah cpat2!..sgt x enjoy and i cant feel the taste..

thus, for me if i eat fast, i feel that i eat a lot..is that a correct theory?huh..."i feel" is a good mythes.

actually thinking of to find new job...new salary..new responsibilities..of course new environment..among all, though not really like but have to deal with..is new challenging...owhhh =(

this is life, no time for 100% relax and enjoy k!

really miss my study time..miss my dear2 best fren, which now we are less contacted. everybody are busy to find their path..some of them continue for Law Honors Degree, some of them just jumping into a working life (like me),some of them staying at home (holiday perhaps)..some of them get married..me?i am considered as still young and fabulous..sweet 20 perhaps?

k, want to concentrate on my reading " Trade Mark Registration Manual"..chauuuuu

truely,

LADY JOLI *-*

various mood today..

happy: edit blog!ha3..

a bit sad:my bbdear go back to his hometown..will miss him

its all about me,you & no others

suddenly bumped at somebody's page... impressive page but a bit stun when i go through the story line. well i am sad to know somebody is in depression.would like to have an opportunity to say something to that somebody, but my heart say...dont.maybe you are not the right person to do that...why?

erm, simply said..there was a story behind.

I am not so sure why should i bother to know, but it just suddenly i am there to read something which is awful. It is sad.

This is life. At every stage of my life ive experienced something different. I've been in a state that i am so regret of my existent in this world. But not until today. Ive changed that, you know..

let go all the sorrow things, though in fact i have to faced it.

see, now i am facing new challenging of life. adulthood is aint easy.Yes, it is adventure but in the same time if you are not dare enough, you will lost.

Exclude other things, even when you start to feel in love with your opposite sex.. another challenge is come. How would you feel when you are deeply fallin in love but the intended person just not ready for you..who was or still in this situation?many of us..am i included?simply say..perhaps

owh..it almost 6.50pm...i miss "bbdear". this is what i mean...fallin in love is not that easy.

not as simple" i love you" and "i love you too"..

hello lady...is that enough assurance for you?of coz not..i am a stubborn,sensitive, emotional, ego and a bit bitchy lady joli...i love you certainly not enough without all the supporting proof..

ive been in love till now...sometimes i am actually trying hard to be a good lover and in the same time..defending my right and status as a "lady"..

well, next target is..think of this;

"WE ARE ALL SAME IN FRONT OF GOD EYES, NONE CAN BE PERFECT PARTNER"

perhaps/ shall we need another hope instead of our so called "my dear love"

gtg..

truely

LADY JOLI

still flu!!!!

it is a good weather...not raining yet not very hot..just like my thought and feeling,owh...cant wait to go back kuching!who is waiting for me there?well, to say somebody or my family is really waiting, that is not true k..it just that me and my other siblings is craving to create another sweet moment!

of course, missing them a lot..and thinking of i will take the same flight with my sistar...ha3..it will be chaos if we can seat 2gether!

anyway, apart of my flu..actually last nite i went to spread and collect back the disease from Jusco Bukit Raja...it was cold in the cinema, and in the same time my heart deadly cold to watch the Nur Kasih The Movie...arghhh, im sleepy but my eyes just cannot sleep as my heart beating..y?

the story though not that impressive, but enough to make feel..a bit sad..he3..imagining that i am the one as Nur..hei, that is so lucky dude..2 men is sincerely love her like hell..

" God, i am willing to lost anything...but not her"huhhuhuhu..(terharu seyhhh)

But as usual, my eyes is not easily to cry!!shit la..baru nak tunjuk kat bf mata ak yang sayu...gosh,x bleh blah

but when it comes to heart to heart talk with him,it will be so easily for me to feel sad,but yet the ego is higher than KLCC...still can't cry in front him!!!

oh...have to go now!!!mkn KFC and pg auction!!!byeeeee

truely,

LADY JOLI

not feeling well..

saturday,

i am not feeling well, fever+flu+head ache....arghhh..this is totally not comfortable, at the same time my Celcom account was barred..owh..really make me sick!

when to pay?that one i am not sure..ha3..pay day lm lagi..and have to think for other expenses.hmm..forget it first.

just now having my tom yam ruski for lunch..sedapnyerr...kene lagi dengan flu mcm ni..hi3..you can imagine it huh...=P just nice menjilat jari..tapi x sempat la nak bwat cam tu, rest hour 1/2 jam jer..and ak plak jenis yang makan slow and steady..

rasenye demam coz penat sgt for the previous 2, 3 days ago...my days full with activities...Port Dickson Trip, collecting robe day + stupid mistake day, went to fetch mumy dady from airport and finally my tiring konvo day..owh...SANGAT PENAT!!!...hepi in the same time..x la graduate 1st class but at least graduate at the right time and no extend ok! =)

Thanks God,thanks to all that support me all this while (parents, siblings,friends, not to for get my dear bf)...your moral and finance support is MUCH appreciated!!

Hmm..tapi all the photos is not available right now....not have enough time to edit and upload..next time ok..

ok..almost 2.30pm..want to go home!!have a nice weekend..daaa..

truely,

LADY JOLI..*_*

happiness follow with sedih2

so sad...=( suddenly demam pulak..pg tadi im just ok, siap breakfast milo and KFC burger lagi...nape demam?after 4 days x turun keje demam pulak..adusss...hidung da start berair, keje pulak menimbun2,....nak g tuntut skrol pun ive no time for that..nak g klinik lagi la..

21/5/2011..

hrmmm ble la payday...actually da tahu ble..sj je nak mengeluh, dengan harapan lagi cepat ke..oh yes,about 1 week 2 days i will going back kuching!x sabar nye...makan2...mi kolox, laksa s'wak, home made rice and all the lauk pauk!!slurrppp...and then nak jalan2 with my 2 bro..to see my niece and nephews,miss them so much!

and i will apart with my "bbboodear"...sedih x?a bit, but must put trust and believe we certainly will meet again!dear,...i will miss you a lots!!!