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Its Monday..owh..no mood actually.this morning was raining and lambat la masuk office..pedulikan!!

Cannot stop my eyes to look at the calendar…sedey..but cannot say so much..=( lupekan je sekejap k..

(my bbdear knows what I am thinking now..june..july..august..september…)

Just to jot down a weekend story..watching dil to pagal hey…went out d mines with him, having Mc D ice cream and fries bbq shakers.lepaking at the splash pool ground..oh god..x as impressive like the theme name..smpat jugak ambik gmbar ntah pape.just for fun actually..

(pict will upload next time..ble free sgt2)

Round2 til 9 pm and go back to my place..having dinner kat tmpat biase..ha3..so lazy to think other places for food!and as usual his menu is nasi goring cendawan, and mine is coffee ice!

Next day, ingat kan nak bgn lewat..still I cant do it!!settle my laundry and mcm biase, cari makan la..thought to stay at home till night..tapi x bleh la.its me, I don’t mind to walk around alone.so, next place for weekend is SOGO!! Window shopping..found this cool woven shirt by diesel..mahal la =(..

Try pown jadi la kan..ha3..hopefuly nxt week ad lagi!!makan lagi…wantan mi is sedap even duk sorang2 k..

That is all for my weekend (tapi setting post blog ak x betul..ha3)

Gtg, truly

LADY JOLI

campur aduk weekend

Urmm…I think date setting in my post x betul la..tp nevermind..malas

Ok..today just intended to write mixing things.

Ive go through on one of somebody blog..which I guess it is a public blog, at the same time a blog for gossiping..talk about others.those bad things..bla2..and saw picts of this 2 junior and senior drama actress.iewww, but at the same time I would say..none of anybody business..die da tua ke, bujang bergetah ke..that is their freedom to pose in that style..but still put blame on the publisher as well kan..

On behalf of the actress tu pun, mybe they x intended to expose that such pict ..ntah lah..everything can happen in this sorrow world.( my father say that” sorrow world”..but it is true pun kn..)

Somebody call me seeking for preliminary advice..she was being defamed badly in muka buku by somebody that sometimes ago was closed to her..see this world and the habitants inside.today your bestie can be so good towards u, tomorrow that bestie can be your good enemy..mybe that is why I don’t have many best frens..thus last time ive go through it..sigghhh..it is painfull..but what goes around comes around..karma isn’t..

Life experience I would say.actually no I am still infront of trademark paper yg x habis2 lagi..malas nye nk brainstorm!!nnt2 k..mybe nothing to do this weekend and this is of in my list.perhaps!

Back to the preliminary advice..whenevr you are a victim,never lost the proof and most important try to be cool and your brain must work fast!!..get police report and start to find other relevant authority..dun worry so much, we do have computer crime act..which only benefited when you have a good lawyer ..or in such case, maybe the PP..not sure..study x habis lagi..ha3!!

K la..nak balik r..baca buku tambah ilmu..=P

Truly

LADY JOLI

ha3..this is three frens yang resemble my story below...they just know how to laugh and bwat pape main hentam jerr..idiot is the correct word..proper than that..???malas nak pikir..

My goodness…susahnye kej dgn org cam ni!!!da la kedekut..x proper..everything is verbal..so called taiko pun semua ntah ap2..simple things pown jadi messy!!

Old files yg berterabur tu pun ak yg kene start semula..from the beginning of my seat kat cni k!and secara x rasminye..and skrg da rasmi la..ak la yang kene handle trademark matters kat cni..In which it is not that difficult but because of previous staff( ntah ad lg x kat cni..x tau la k..)bwat kej jnji ad je,skrg everything is getting fucking bad!!

Actually ak pun speechless, tapi finally this is my thought: all this while boss tu tau ckap je or mybe tau mengarah je and staff die pun tau angguk and bwat je kut.those old application pun bleh tnye kat aku sape yg bwat and gune nm die..ap da…hello ak masuk cni 2011 ok!!time you da kaya raya..tapi still gak x terurus!!

Ok..and now ak kat cni..kn settle those trademark application yg tengah aktif diguna pki in the company’s business..yg time filing dulu org tu main file je..ckit pun x exam dulu ke, bwat ap2 confirmation of used dulu ke..aduss..skr?pay this,pay that..pay this for, pay that form..suite ur face la actually!this is the most costing gov proceeding in at the same time they know only those who are kaya nak mampos je sanggup defence their so called harta intelek die..Usually we just nak protect kite nye tangible property je kan, unless ble u da btul2 kaya then u ad masa and duit untuk insurans kan harta2 yang untangible tu..

Just for info la, before nak filing tu piker la betul2, is that the final mark that u want to use.and examine carefully which class u nak file..1 application is Rm250( dulu la), after feb 2011, naik jadi rm370..(up dated jugak ak ni kan..ha3..haruslah..)if suke2 je bwat application 5 kali setahun?ntah la..mybe time tu rm 250 tu kecik je kut..

Short cut the story, skrg ak kn bwat homework untuk challenge seksyen 14 and 19 of trademark Act, kalau rajin..kn rajin jugak k..bukak balik buku time study,look at cases yang berkaitan..hohoho..slmt berjaya to my self..selebihnyer..if ak rsa cam x lengkap, I need trademark expertise!!

Mn de expertise nak bg free service??urmmmm..

K la, that’s all for today..a lot to say but ni je la yg ak mmpu keluarkan…want to go home, makan donat..minum kopi..baca buku, dengar lagu, basuh baju..tido…

Truly,

LADY JOLI

Nothing much today.just a story of belle dame

Notes of belle dame =P (disclaimer: not subject to any comment that would challenge of any words used)

She said: Not a beautiful day to go through. But still manage to wake up and get ready to work..Long wavy black and white skirt with black body shape shirt is just nice and comfortable.

Having a simple breakfast, coffee+ crackers is just enough to fill her hungry stomach. Manage to find a good make up technique to cover dull eyes because of crying stupidly..=) not sure should she laugh at her self.goodness..love sometimes can hurt her badly...

There she is.trying hard to make things easy.still wish her prince charming a lovely morning text.never forget her truly saying “I love you” .is she hoping for the same reply?not really, just thinking of something that can make her smile.

The last conversation with her charming: she is speechless to submit her verbal reply on why she loves his charming so much. Is that too hard to explain? What she knows is, she love him unconditionally. Sometimes there is something that un explainable..

~There is a sincerity when I am looking at you~

another post of me and "them"..=P

actually, this is another way for me to store my valuable moments.instead of facebook..not really like.ok..the above is a cute young bird..with no name, pict taken in penang birds park2010..she/he, i am not sure..he3..but the pose is so impressive!!now, it is in my blog..if it can follow my blog!!!

the clever one!...know how to follow my order..hush baby..hush..=)

snake!!i love you but you are just that heavy until your head is out of my controll...wargghhh..!!

sunbear is not in mood..luckily i am not in the list of it's lunch..

eagle with great eyes!!not easy to tamed it k!!lucky me!!!

thats all for today..daa gtg..

truly, LADY JOLI..

a weekend in pahang..

SHARING IS CARING =p

free feeding session in deerland!!..they are just hungry and so happy with the visitors!

..this gajah name is mawar ok!!she is only 10 years old!thanks for the riding..

yupp..this is the place which i never know its existent!!

have a visit here, you will feel the freedom environment with the animal..

(got some more pict!!..will upload in next notes!!)

urmmm maybe june is a month for me to visit nature places.. definitely what i mean is jungle and all the greeniess..

but for this weekend, with all the wildessss too!!( my sista kim also including as wildesss!!ha3)thanks for her invitation of this trip..

LADY J~

just to end this office hour with some of my addicting entertainment...

matthew Mcfayden in pride and prejudice..speechless of seeing him there..=P

and this j.lo!!awesome!!!

pride and prejudice..i wouldn't get bored to watch even 10 times!

in list to watch!!!!

lets have some fun..

ok..today wearing baju kurung he3.. easy to wash!!

suddenly realized its really match the yellow wages..ha3!!x regret of buying..=)

actually, still not a good day.suddenly feel so bad..a mix of undefined feeling..resign,new job, new places..are among of the things that playing naughtily in my head..owh..they are just bad!!

want to jot down some story: yesterday evening suddenly my mind thinking of doing something on these people (the "org tua" and his fucker helper").really make me angry sighhh!!

many rude and unpleasant words dedicated for them. its been so long i did not feel it and saying those words..not suitable to write down here perhaps..but still i would like to say they are damn sial...=)

nevermind,leave it behind.i just cannot wait for this weekend.intended for a cool and relax day..trying hard to be cool and feel easy.if not definitely headache again and tears maybe!!

miss my bbdear.but yet not sure am i happy if seeing him?(sorry dear if u read this..=) i am just wondering what next..

ok..gtg having lunch then come back for any new notes..

Truely, LADY JOLI

some picts from previous holiday

so excited with this natural cooling..

a beautiful scenery...

capture from our stage at the back there..ha3..like monkey my bro say

this is the captain...

me..ha3 smile of exciting!!

these are some of picts and pose during last vacation in my own hometown( my grandmother actually)

it was an excited journey,sitting at the back of my bro's Triton ..with my sista and youger bro..hohoho!scary at the same time.

the road is too challenging and 2 thumbs up to my bro..good job!we are safely go and back.not spending much time there but still having fun at the crystal clear river..cool and natural!!

with my nephews and niece as well..they are growing up..full with acting and laugh!just miss this moment..

hmm..basically so happy as there is isolated place to go for nature visit.but at the same time so shocking to know that, the whole of that area will be under logging and development plan..so called development actually.

frustrated with that and i am in process of trying to get info about this matter.see, this is so called development..yes physically only.but in next 4,5 years?

the residence here will be like no homes in own land. scary facts..

not a good day

urmm..it is not a good day but yet thanks God for giving me chance to breath and still able to perform my duty and nothing happen that causing trouble.at least ok...

still thinking of new job..master/llb?(haish..cannot mentioning too much)everything needs me to sacrifice something..

at the same time wondering of new room!hopefully the one that i call will available for me!!

so many things to catch up..to decide and to plan..and of course to think!!my head will getting hurt and PECAHHHH!!!

2 days i didnt take my dinner, it just like i dont know what to eat!what can make feel good..hoh!!need to think..THINK!!! again this word appear..

a day in 14 june

as usual wake up with mind set:today is working day!

but, today decided to punch in earlier as i am well aware that a lots of work waiting there.in the same time my head is badly hurt.what is going on i am not sure..high blood pressure?is that possible?ntah la...i am young doesnt mean i can totally escape from this kind of illness..

well,still need to continue my work..1st of all, clear my hand on what was happening yesterday.trying to avoid it but still they reach me!!until i received official instruction from them, then i can breath and say..should you guys saying this to landlord so i wont get involve from the beginning!

nevermind..just wait and see.as i had try my best to attend their complaint! and again, this matter has open my eyes to be more aware and put as much standard of care in carrying daily duty, regardless of its importance.

hmm, life must go on even need to facing a lots of challenging..it is not called life in a cruel world if you dont have to face any obstacle..

o yess, there is one thing that i can smile and laugh...somebody who are actually nak tunjuk hebat asking me..ive got band 4 for my muet,do you think i need to repeat?

ha3...i told him..hello that one is good enough, unless you got money to pay again then repeat la..who knows band 5 or 6 is in hand!and he said but he only need another 9 point reach band 5!!

ha3..proud with you bro!!just warned him not to fail any subject in his stpm!!

ish..he is far away clever then me...so miss cofrina sedar diri la ye...ha3 even he is acting cam rempit pun bleh perform k!!

ok..actually now i am waiting for 7pm..to go home and relax my mind..hope that no more headache

maybe watching kungfu panda 2 can cure???he3...cant wait to have free time for that!

k,gtg..

truely LADY JOLI

owh...= unknown mood

just dont know what to do..ber fb and upload gambar, then next week ble da bosan i delete the album..that is me..well

mcm2 ak pikir skg...new room for rent,job,interview,current r/ship..all the obstacle..all the hidden issue...urmmm

see, ak pun finally bleh jd blurr when its come to undecided matter.

wish i can sink myself and dont bother to think...life is a matter of making decision!!!

oh yess..just now met my takaful agent...pity him, have to re explain all the policy which had been told to me before..=) never mind that is your job ok..!

then after that pg lcct 1 jam naik bus ok..smata2 demi fail ak yg sgt2 penting tu..then balik kl smula 1 jam..my god..suite my face actually.terbang jugak la rm 19...

nver mind, pengajaran...

actually really miss my bbdear, my esther, eten,eliz and eisya...miss them a lot..wish i had a lots of free time to be there.=(

ok..gtg..tk a sleep and wake up early ^-^

truely

lady joli blurrrr

ohh bilik sewa...

gosh...susahnye nak cari bilik sewa or rumah sewa kat cni!!! now is almost middle june!end of this month kene pindah pulak..eiii..geramnye dgn tuan rumah tu!x smpi stahun ak duk,and the other housemate plak x smpi 2 bulan...

fucker la..asal la ak lupe nak wat agreement that day..nak cari skg bukan senang.ad pun kat tasik height yang buruk tu..sewa nak mahal, rumah and the apartment itself cam ntah ap2...some people say x bersih...that is the major things yg ak x suke..aduiiii plus agak jauh from my office…

nway, try dulu la yang ad ni..try to call and see its availability.klu xde gak?if nak move to shah alam pun ak kn confirm keje dulu, then kn bagi notis sebulan kat cni..with all my work load here ak kene bg notis la..at least the (C) ad masa cr pengganti ak..if x clap hari ak yg kn issue warning letter untuk diri sendiri...legal officer issued letter to herself!!x mau.....=(

so cne ni..ak kn g interview shh alam dulu , look at the result, then if dapat pun stil ak kn duk kat BTS for at least 1 month!!!!

Ni yang bwat ak hangin ni…grrrrrrrr

Lady joli yang sakit hati =(

love story

Actually I am not so sure what to write..but I have a lots in my mind. One of it;

Really miss bbdear..dont know when to see him and I am not ready to ask again..Shall I think just wait and see? What next, is out of my control. Of course I am not ready for any official separation =(..see, love him a lot….

Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
without you there to see me through
I can’t imagine me without you

ok..today I just want to recall our moments, which currently we are almost 4 years in a r/ship.a lots of happiness, sad, regretting, stupid,funny memories.

The best thing is….i never in favour of him before, which for the first time I saw him I never thought ,even to be friend with him but I am not sure why I didn’t insist to reject him when we started to talk to each other. Ego perhaps..=) and even the day I accept him I am not in a serious mind set.just trying..

Then,suit my face…people say never hates somebody that u never know,it would be turn into something different!yes..it is!well, could not say this is a faith or whatever it named..but I believe something happens with reasons behind. Though I cannot ensure what are the end of our r/ship (means happily married or separate), still I try to stand strong for this unless there is a situation that force for a separation. Maybe at that time I will still in love with him?!!it’s all about feelings, no one can give total assurance u see.

Sighhh…don’t occupied your mind with this kind of things! shall you still love somebody, do your best for it! don’t be shy to be a bit possessive,jealous,bitchy perhaps ^-^….if you want him, learn how to tie him!yet the more you tie him the more he want to run from you… =)

People say..even it is not your faith to be together , especially end up with marriage, but if you have been there as somebody which was damn special..he would never forget you!so be somebody that unforgettable……

But in my own story, I am not dare enough to say..”i am ready to lost him”….just strong enough to keep quiet and move on.

june...middle year

Almost 6 month here…hurmmm..am I satisfied?sincerely not.not easy to feel satisfied when it is comes to your high expectation.

But still cannot put 100% blame on them ©.. my part too, need to improved my edu level and of course should at least be glad as it is not that easy to be in my position now.May be indirectly say, I was jumped into a deep jungle and now have to find way out and to build new residency in a correct place.

Owhh..this is me.it was not expected, you see.this is one way to survive.life must be continue and certainly cannot depends on family support at all time.hello miss..you are not 16 ok!

Actually im not that free to write..but I am not in a mood to proceed with all the works that currently looking at me and say..miss Cofrina,please settle me first!!me!..me!..me!

Shut up!...ha3..as if that is our conversation.well now is almost 7pm..then, all phone call and confirmation only can be done tomorrow morning!

What next?..another interview request.should go or not to go?argh!!!..cant make the decisions!try to cooling down..but am I having enough time?

With my so called “my helper” is currently not available here to help me..i am a bit lost..=(

Lets go home then…bye =( leave you with unhappy smile…

Truly,

LADY JOLI