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its really a bad month...not even for two month im staying here, ss15 subang jaya...which my sis say jinx area, yes it is..full with shit old women , not to indicating what race, but true enuf as my fren say..they are only looking for money, can talk so nice and also can turn into great evil...shit fucker women. luckily i rent here before as it was emergency and she agreed to accept deposit by installment..well that is not a credit for me to say she is good..of coz die nak after some phone interview regarding my career...and expecting that ive lots of saving..lol..laugh at my self also...

sigh..just to mention for own self,its not that i cant pay the rental, its only a matter of time...and some more dont want to accept my counter offer to pay rental every 1st week of every month.

thinking of to increase the rent too..what a an old women.really an evil follower.well, not suprise actually, as the rental is not secured by any legal covenant..what can i say..

so now..die da amik duit ak 350 dep and xtra 350 sewa nov, which ak akn blah dr rumah bedebah tu seawal yg mungkin..no one would understand my condition..yes it is stupid to surrender right and money easily without at least some fighting on it...but what for is the fight if i dun have any strong basis...what left for me is do whatever is necessary.wont let you be so happy when im leaving fucking lad...

i know she wnt me to get off, as she want increase the room rent and definitely can find those rich to pay 400..and allowed more male tenant.she is..gosh..i better go rather than stand in only because of dep paid!!

evil!now not only viewd as looser by my own sis and also by my so called my dearest bf..of coz for me he is my dearest, as i love him like no other candidate out there...(lol for me)..lot of laugh at me, i know its rude and sound self degrading..but that is the fact right.nway.., im not regret to dating him..i know what i want.just that sometimes he can be one of those who cant understand me!!i know that im complicated person..=P

haish..i really thankful for my sister syl...

hmm...luckily before ak mencarut lebih2...ive accidentally closed this page, and tergendala jap..and during the pending post, i received a sms from my sis...what a happines to hear that my 1st niece, esther...she proclaimed that her new name is esther rosella, managed to be at num 1 in her class among 25, she is still 6 years, i know that she is one of the brilliant!!see la who tk care on her last time...hi3...really miss the time i stay with the family back in 2006..she was small little gal at that time..adorable, which is till now!and she will represent her class for choral speaking during the hari anugrah cemerlang..Thanks to God for blessing my family with such clever and beautiful girl.and wonderful thing is she can remember celine song..to love you more!!

she is adorable...=)

hmmm..nasib la ad story best, at least kurang la ckit kesakitan hati aku ni......tp still x ok lg ni. x pindah kuar lg dr rumah tu, and at anytime pompuan tu bley dtg bising2...eeee..=^^^^

nway, jangan stress..be cool, and benarla kata org Allah itulah tempat sebenar kite untuk mengadu dan menyerah..hoh..i wish somebody is near to me, teach me to the way that i intended to..

now i need to be more careful, in future...im thinking that i need to be a bit choosy, in term of to stay with whom..see what happen now..grrrr..

k, wnt to go off...settle my room and see when can move out...

lady joli

back again!!!

hmmm..it was about a month i didnt post anything.this blog is already full with dust (as if it is a diary/journal) ..bydway, now i am posting this from Subang Jaya, which a month ago my blog was updated from BTS...

so, now already moving to Subang Jaya, new room, new job, new responsibility, new time management...everything is new!!!life change even without plan...!well, sometimes im trying to re track what are actually the reasons why im moving to subang..sigh...the job scope of course, though the payment is not that encouraged...

i would say that i want to understand more on things which i learn during my study, law field, i mean...and yes, here i am learning those things..litigation,conveyancing, matrimonial matters, and firm (office) management as well. and in a way of improving my communication skill with these brilliants lawyer here, while my English is like budak sekolah...owh my, really need to improve!

talk about what am i goin to do after this??thought of continue my study, but that will cost a lot, man!!so, i would say, that is depends on what my fate will be..for the time being, working and having own income is the priority. or maybe if i will got a chance to be a teacher, which was my initial planning, before i jumped into law field,....then i will go for it.u see, even with a degree qualification, life is not that easy..everyday is a bout learning and making decision.

okkkey...leave that things above..lets finish this day 1st..=)

TRUELY,

Lady joli of october

mood raya yg lalu..~

Learn something from somebody’s blog…err….Appreciate your beloved one….i mean a guy that u called as bf/kekasih hati/dear..or whatsoever name that in used.

Ok,my dear abi… it’s not that I am not appreciate you nor our r/ship by less mentioning about us here/or share our pict here.not enough time would be my truth reason.

Just to share some raya stories here,bwat tatapan masa depan jugak! 1^st day,2,3 rd day raya,just spending time at home..Still need to have some chill at mid valley on the 2^nd day,3^rd day raya. Window shopping and as usual melantak wit my sis at our noodle station and little penang café.marv..the menu never cause disappointment..=)

Then proceed my tumpang raya on the 5 and 6 day of raya at Kelantan!there you are!time to satisfied my nafsu mkan..he3!what a moment,cooking ayam percik putih and lontong with mama nje..(bf’s mum actually).it just that I don’t feel more to that,so it is not very difficult to spend time with her.admire to see her…a mom of 9 children,working women but would say she had a lovely life while no fail on religions education among all the family member. Just like my mummy….a hardworking women with 7 children, and obedient follower of SDA religion..

Back to my masak2 moment,berjaya jugak ayam percik itu..yummy..x smpat amik gmbar cause too excited and eager to eat!

Actually Malay food and my own race cultural are not very diverse. Even actually, at my own house I never want to eat tempoyak with ulam!but then, suddenly taste yummy when I am in Kelantan, and when my housemate,Min, cook the sambal tempoyak!goodness……licking finger!

So now..at BTS back,with office things,and 9 sept will be my last day at Bolton Optical Group!! Feel a lots..sad,happy comes rogether.

truely,

LADY JOLI

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Almost end of August..Ramadhan over, Syawal is coming. Means will have the 3 days public holiday..What will be in my list of “ to do”? Nothing yet actually,maybe eating and watching TV. Since 2008, I was trying to spend my raya holiday with frens,bf actually.with his family and frens. But not this year, not sure if the real difficulty is because I dun have enough time, or I am in different. Let see if I will have time after the holiday.

Ok, forget about the festival.( almost forgot that, the Merdeka is soon coming.) Thanks to God as the nation where I live is still in control though the real demon are unidentified. Like other youngsters, we are eager to find life,wealth,love..life nowadays is a competition. Laziness and sorrow will make me lost and finally become nothing. But at the same time, some maybe lost as it is true you would not always at the top. At the time for you to be at the lower level, soreness will come. Then where to turn?

Would I say this is the time to think..ohh God,why am i in this situation..Except one that never have a belief on the existent of God. Personally saying, it is not easy to proclaim and set own mind that I am a free thinker..In other word, I don’t embrace any religion that belief in God. Bullshit….in fact I am searching for something. (not disclosed yet)

Another things to jot down,some people say” do what you want to do and not what others would like you to do.”

Sound excellent! But how far can we accomplish it? In what sense? When it is practicable? I am wondering too, as I am trying hard to see where and make it realistic. its all about what you hold..sigh think and do,observe and change..

then as a growing up girl,would i say the above is what am i think now..let see next after 3,4 years...

another few days,my dear bf will come back.May God with him during his journey back..at the same time hoping for some positive changes between us.Again, i would say i still believe what is called "bless".

truely,

LADY JOLI xxxx =)

It is 29 july 2011

Counting the day of when to submit my resignation letter..counting/still considering is the things that will appear together.owh..my head will crack if to think more and more

Lots of things can learn, and at the same time I am not only venturing into a real world of working but also suddenly jumping into business pool.haha..extra learning and working as well!

Currently, in a process of supervising at how the other department will implement the ISO, while for my department ( which is need the ISO more) is just watching..nvermind maybe can steal some idea in making own filing!!=P

Today should trying hard to not feel like missing something (him, actually). Hope he is safely arrived there and hmmmm..i am kind of worry if he is not in a good health to stay there.Let him perform his religion’s duty 1^st..later then talk about lovie dovie…=)

But surely,will counting the day till meeting him again.

Truly

LADY JOLI miss you~~

Just a drop by,

words:

last night watched this Hindi movie( We are family)…a good way to burst your tears!ha3…summarized here, it is all about love and how do you deal with it.particularly about adults..which is..sigh..complicated..

Catch up moral:

If you say you love then never think of separation..though how hard is the condition

Give rooms to each other. Relationship will never go smooth if you hold too tight.

Avoid stubbornness when it comes to others/everybody’s interest.

Be grateful for the chance given to be together. One of us will meet the Creator..sooner or later.

Love is about a huge of sharing and understanding.

A beautiful movie..though I am not yet in a state of married status, the story make me think future..=) thanks for bbdear for downloading the movie….

It is Saturday…deep in me said; Happy Sabbath to my family members, I know they are dedicated followers of our family official religion...

Just to re track what I know (remember about it, Seventh Day Adenventist)….

• Saturday is being observed as a rest day( no business conduct/profit activities..including schooling etc), devotion day, which being conferred as in the Ten Commandments.
• Ten Commandments: Are the fundamental beliefs of this religion. We believe it was given to Prophet Moses (Nabi Musa) in Mount Sinai. Contained with 10 basic rules that govern the conduct of the followers. Brief picture of what is the contains;

• Pork is not allowed…how far it is prohibited, need a deep learning. (Personally, pork is not and never be my menu)

That is all I can write here, how far am I observe the above..is…hurmm (sometimes there are things that are shall not revealed...=)

Last but not least:

Just another dot..dot..

Miss my bbdear..will counting the day till we will meet again..=)

truely,LADY JOLI

today is 14 july 2011

to my bbdear:

happy 4th year anniversary dear..thanks a lot for everything..and of course i am so sorry for any mistakes/whatsoever fault (unintended&intended) from my part...=)

i love him, more than words...

truely

LADY JOLI

thanks bbdear

slmt proses memindahkan miss lady joli ke rumah baru die..rumah sewa la tapi..=p

thanks to my bbdear(nizam) and his friends..yaseer n apiz..

credit to my dear nizam...thanks a lot as he always try his best to assist me,(too good for me to exclude from my acknowledgment)..i love you dear =)

tnpe dieorg..maunye i will take about 1 week to settle..so last nite sleep at new house!big room!new house mate...min yang gorgeous!thanks for offering me your house..=)

yg lagi best, 3 org je 1 rumah!!tingkat 4 jerr...bwh die ad or jual nasi lemak!x bising..privacy itu mesti!

tapi i will miss my old house kat sbrg sna!!meriah sgt2!!hon kereta, suare budak2..poco2 music..hohoho..most happening residency that ive been.

but its ok..things happen with reasons. =)

truely,

LADY JOLI

It is july!!=)..?not really..this is the exact expression..=(....

Just to write something..as my story book in future =p

Okey, I am a bit scared till to wait 9 July whereby it is so famous for proposed BERSIH march..wanna join?err..personally I found it as interesting,but as usual if it is not organized by those that are not pro govt then it is illegal..when it is declared illegal then it is like offer your head to gallows if you are thinking to join!!!even if to make profit from it is not allowed! Kesian nye si pencetak baju & banner.

However, another thought of my mind would say actually it is a good awareness to the government. Without such protest those in power wont aware that not 1 but many, is not satisfied with our election procedure..should admit nothing is perfect then if there is defect, govt should open their mind to think why exist such dissatisfaction. Maybe it is right time for the govt to hold an open debate or something like talk between Gov and BERSIH organization…there must be a strong ground why ambiga is insisted to proceed with the BERSIH, furthermore when she was been restrained not to enter Sarawak State during the state assembly. Why such restrained happened?of course due to some matters that never wanted to be disclosed, especially to activist or someone who are have the capability to challenge gov’s conducts.

But I hope nobody which is close to me, or friends will join this and suddenly seeing them being arrest! but yet, I am wondering how if more than expected numbers that march? Who knows if there are thousand underground supporters!!Malaysian likes to form association! =P

Never want something like what was happen in Egypt, or Libya!owh no one is ready to live in that kind of situation..No free movement of course!!!How to go jalan2 window shopping, lepaking makan burger??

Ok..less thinking of it.me myself got many things to settle.including writing this..he3..today is Wednesday, just now having my lunch of nasi impit and kuah kacang!!!sedap glerrr…=)

And during that lunch enjoyment almost forgot about what is called fat and sellulite..ha3!!love food is sometimes not good..tapi..nevermind la..will reschedule for exercise session..zzzzzzzzz

Today need to settle my things..move out to block F,settle any outstanding at old house,re think again of when to change job..when to continue study..llb/master..my bday coming soon,what to do..where to eat(again, food)..my r/ship anniversary..(this one may just enough to think..lol )

Huhhhh..long list to do!!!! Good luck miss!!!

p/s: if bbdear is come across this..i miss him a lot..LOT!!

gtg,truly

LADY JOLI

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Life is aint easy.

You see, people may say..life is wonderfull.yes it is.

But not at all the time.

How you define it is actually based on what you faced

Lastime, today and perhaps in future.

Age by age we go through.

We cry, laugh and sometimes blaming faith.

Even some are regret of living in this world.

Regret of being born in the world.

But once your birthday, celebration is a must.

Then, are we happy or just some thankful for life given.

No one can give the answer

Life is just like a wheel

like a weather maybe..?some day is raining,some day is too bright!

Today life can be so misery

Tomorrow may can be so cheerful

What should we expect

But people say be glade for today

Yesterday is a history

While tomorrow?

Sigh..think it as unexpected present

Though we may have set an appointment

Whether it is proceed or run smoothly..

Still no one can ensure you

Actually I am just typing what is in my head

So much to think

Undecided, again

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Its Monday..owh..no mood actually.this morning was raining and lambat la masuk office..pedulikan!!

Cannot stop my eyes to look at the calendar…sedey..but cannot say so much..=( lupekan je sekejap k..

(my bbdear knows what I am thinking now..june..july..august..september…)

Just to jot down a weekend story..watching dil to pagal hey…went out d mines with him, having Mc D ice cream and fries bbq shakers.lepaking at the splash pool ground..oh god..x as impressive like the theme name..smpat jugak ambik gmbar ntah pape.just for fun actually..

(pict will upload next time..ble free sgt2)

Round2 til 9 pm and go back to my place..having dinner kat tmpat biase..ha3..so lazy to think other places for food!and as usual his menu is nasi goring cendawan, and mine is coffee ice!

Next day, ingat kan nak bgn lewat..still I cant do it!!settle my laundry and mcm biase, cari makan la..thought to stay at home till night..tapi x bleh la.its me, I don’t mind to walk around alone.so, next place for weekend is SOGO!! Window shopping..found this cool woven shirt by diesel..mahal la =(..

Try pown jadi la kan..ha3..hopefuly nxt week ad lagi!!makan lagi…wantan mi is sedap even duk sorang2 k..

That is all for my weekend (tapi setting post blog ak x betul..ha3)

Gtg, truly

LADY JOLI

campur aduk weekend

Urmm…I think date setting in my post x betul la..tp nevermind..malas

Ok..today just intended to write mixing things.

Ive go through on one of somebody blog..which I guess it is a public blog, at the same time a blog for gossiping..talk about others.those bad things..bla2..and saw picts of this 2 junior and senior drama actress.iewww, but at the same time I would say..none of anybody business..die da tua ke, bujang bergetah ke..that is their freedom to pose in that style..but still put blame on the publisher as well kan..

On behalf of the actress tu pun, mybe they x intended to expose that such pict ..ntah lah..everything can happen in this sorrow world.( my father say that” sorrow world”..but it is true pun kn..)

Somebody call me seeking for preliminary advice..she was being defamed badly in muka buku by somebody that sometimes ago was closed to her..see this world and the habitants inside.today your bestie can be so good towards u, tomorrow that bestie can be your good enemy..mybe that is why I don’t have many best frens..thus last time ive go through it..sigghhh..it is painfull..but what goes around comes around..karma isn’t..

Life experience I would say.actually no I am still infront of trademark paper yg x habis2 lagi..malas nye nk brainstorm!!nnt2 k..mybe nothing to do this weekend and this is of in my list.perhaps!

Back to the preliminary advice..whenevr you are a victim,never lost the proof and most important try to be cool and your brain must work fast!!..get police report and start to find other relevant authority..dun worry so much, we do have computer crime act..which only benefited when you have a good lawyer ..or in such case, maybe the PP..not sure..study x habis lagi..ha3!!

K la..nak balik r..baca buku tambah ilmu..=P

Truly

LADY JOLI

ha3..this is three frens yang resemble my story below...they just know how to laugh and bwat pape main hentam jerr..idiot is the correct word..proper than that..???malas nak pikir..

My goodness…susahnye kej dgn org cam ni!!!da la kedekut..x proper..everything is verbal..so called taiko pun semua ntah ap2..simple things pown jadi messy!!

Old files yg berterabur tu pun ak yg kene start semula..from the beginning of my seat kat cni k!and secara x rasminye..and skrg da rasmi la..ak la yang kene handle trademark matters kat cni..In which it is not that difficult but because of previous staff( ntah ad lg x kat cni..x tau la k..)bwat kej jnji ad je,skrg everything is getting fucking bad!!

Actually ak pun speechless, tapi finally this is my thought: all this while boss tu tau ckap je or mybe tau mengarah je and staff die pun tau angguk and bwat je kut.those old application pun bleh tnye kat aku sape yg bwat and gune nm die..ap da…hello ak masuk cni 2011 ok!!time you da kaya raya..tapi still gak x terurus!!

Ok..and now ak kat cni..kn settle those trademark application yg tengah aktif diguna pki in the company’s business..yg time filing dulu org tu main file je..ckit pun x exam dulu ke, bwat ap2 confirmation of used dulu ke..aduss..skr?pay this,pay that..pay this for, pay that form..suite ur face la actually!this is the most costing gov proceeding in at the same time they know only those who are kaya nak mampos je sanggup defence their so called harta intelek die..Usually we just nak protect kite nye tangible property je kan, unless ble u da btul2 kaya then u ad masa and duit untuk insurans kan harta2 yang untangible tu..

Just for info la, before nak filing tu piker la betul2, is that the final mark that u want to use.and examine carefully which class u nak file..1 application is Rm250( dulu la), after feb 2011, naik jadi rm370..(up dated jugak ak ni kan..ha3..haruslah..)if suke2 je bwat application 5 kali setahun?ntah la..mybe time tu rm 250 tu kecik je kut..

Short cut the story, skrg ak kn bwat homework untuk challenge seksyen 14 and 19 of trademark Act, kalau rajin..kn rajin jugak k..bukak balik buku time study,look at cases yang berkaitan..hohoho..slmt berjaya to my self..selebihnyer..if ak rsa cam x lengkap, I need trademark expertise!!

Mn de expertise nak bg free service??urmmmm..

K la, that’s all for today..a lot to say but ni je la yg ak mmpu keluarkan…want to go home, makan donat..minum kopi..baca buku, dengar lagu, basuh baju..tido…

Truly,

LADY JOLI

Nothing much today.just a story of belle dame

Notes of belle dame =P (disclaimer: not subject to any comment that would challenge of any words used)

She said: Not a beautiful day to go through. But still manage to wake up and get ready to work..Long wavy black and white skirt with black body shape shirt is just nice and comfortable.

Having a simple breakfast, coffee+ crackers is just enough to fill her hungry stomach. Manage to find a good make up technique to cover dull eyes because of crying stupidly..=) not sure should she laugh at her self.goodness..love sometimes can hurt her badly...

There she is.trying hard to make things easy.still wish her prince charming a lovely morning text.never forget her truly saying “I love you” .is she hoping for the same reply?not really, just thinking of something that can make her smile.

The last conversation with her charming: she is speechless to submit her verbal reply on why she loves his charming so much. Is that too hard to explain? What she knows is, she love him unconditionally. Sometimes there is something that un explainable..

~There is a sincerity when I am looking at you~

another post of me and "them"..=P

actually, this is another way for me to store my valuable moments.instead of facebook..not really like.ok..the above is a cute young bird..with no name, pict taken in penang birds park2010..she/he, i am not sure..he3..but the pose is so impressive!!now, it is in my blog..if it can follow my blog!!!

the clever one!...know how to follow my order..hush baby..hush..=)

snake!!i love you but you are just that heavy until your head is out of my controll...wargghhh..!!

sunbear is not in mood..luckily i am not in the list of it's lunch..

eagle with great eyes!!not easy to tamed it k!!lucky me!!!

thats all for today..daa gtg..

truly, LADY JOLI..

a weekend in pahang..

SHARING IS CARING =p

free feeding session in deerland!!..they are just hungry and so happy with the visitors!

..this gajah name is mawar ok!!she is only 10 years old!thanks for the riding..

yupp..this is the place which i never know its existent!!

have a visit here, you will feel the freedom environment with the animal..

(got some more pict!!..will upload in next notes!!)

urmmm maybe june is a month for me to visit nature places.. definitely what i mean is jungle and all the greeniess..

but for this weekend, with all the wildessss too!!( my sista kim also including as wildesss!!ha3)thanks for her invitation of this trip..

LADY J~

just to end this office hour with some of my addicting entertainment...

matthew Mcfayden in pride and prejudice..speechless of seeing him there..=P

and this j.lo!!awesome!!!

pride and prejudice..i wouldn't get bored to watch even 10 times!

in list to watch!!!!

lets have some fun..

ok..today wearing baju kurung he3.. easy to wash!!

suddenly realized its really match the yellow wages..ha3!!x regret of buying..=)

actually, still not a good day.suddenly feel so bad..a mix of undefined feeling..resign,new job, new places..are among of the things that playing naughtily in my head..owh..they are just bad!!

want to jot down some story: yesterday evening suddenly my mind thinking of doing something on these people (the "org tua" and his fucker helper").really make me angry sighhh!!

many rude and unpleasant words dedicated for them. its been so long i did not feel it and saying those words..not suitable to write down here perhaps..but still i would like to say they are damn sial...=)

nevermind,leave it behind.i just cannot wait for this weekend.intended for a cool and relax day..trying hard to be cool and feel easy.if not definitely headache again and tears maybe!!

miss my bbdear.but yet not sure am i happy if seeing him?(sorry dear if u read this..=) i am just wondering what next..

ok..gtg having lunch then come back for any new notes..

Truely, LADY JOLI

some picts from previous holiday

so excited with this natural cooling..

a beautiful scenery...

capture from our stage at the back there..ha3..like monkey my bro say

this is the captain...

me..ha3 smile of exciting!!

these are some of picts and pose during last vacation in my own hometown( my grandmother actually)

it was an excited journey,sitting at the back of my bro's Triton ..with my sista and youger bro..hohoho!scary at the same time.

the road is too challenging and 2 thumbs up to my bro..good job!we are safely go and back.not spending much time there but still having fun at the crystal clear river..cool and natural!!

with my nephews and niece as well..they are growing up..full with acting and laugh!just miss this moment..

hmm..basically so happy as there is isolated place to go for nature visit.but at the same time so shocking to know that, the whole of that area will be under logging and development plan..so called development actually.

frustrated with that and i am in process of trying to get info about this matter.see, this is so called development..yes physically only.but in next 4,5 years?

the residence here will be like no homes in own land. scary facts..

not a good day

urmm..it is not a good day but yet thanks God for giving me chance to breath and still able to perform my duty and nothing happen that causing trouble.at least ok...

still thinking of new job..master/llb?(haish..cannot mentioning too much)everything needs me to sacrifice something..

at the same time wondering of new room!hopefully the one that i call will available for me!!

so many things to catch up..to decide and to plan..and of course to think!!my head will getting hurt and PECAHHHH!!!

2 days i didnt take my dinner, it just like i dont know what to eat!what can make feel good..hoh!!need to think..THINK!!! again this word appear..

a day in 14 june

as usual wake up with mind set:today is working day!

but, today decided to punch in earlier as i am well aware that a lots of work waiting there.in the same time my head is badly hurt.what is going on i am not sure..high blood pressure?is that possible?ntah la...i am young doesnt mean i can totally escape from this kind of illness..

well,still need to continue my work..1st of all, clear my hand on what was happening yesterday.trying to avoid it but still they reach me!!until i received official instruction from them, then i can breath and say..should you guys saying this to landlord so i wont get involve from the beginning!

nevermind..just wait and see.as i had try my best to attend their complaint! and again, this matter has open my eyes to be more aware and put as much standard of care in carrying daily duty, regardless of its importance.

hmm, life must go on even need to facing a lots of challenging..it is not called life in a cruel world if you dont have to face any obstacle..

o yess, there is one thing that i can smile and laugh...somebody who are actually nak tunjuk hebat asking me..ive got band 4 for my muet,do you think i need to repeat?

ha3...i told him..hello that one is good enough, unless you got money to pay again then repeat la..who knows band 5 or 6 is in hand!and he said but he only need another 9 point reach band 5!!

ha3..proud with you bro!!just warned him not to fail any subject in his stpm!!

ish..he is far away clever then me...so miss cofrina sedar diri la ye...ha3 even he is acting cam rempit pun bleh perform k!!

ok..actually now i am waiting for 7pm..to go home and relax my mind..hope that no more headache

maybe watching kungfu panda 2 can cure???he3...cant wait to have free time for that!

k,gtg..

truely LADY JOLI

owh...= unknown mood

just dont know what to do..ber fb and upload gambar, then next week ble da bosan i delete the album..that is me..well

mcm2 ak pikir skg...new room for rent,job,interview,current r/ship..all the obstacle..all the hidden issue...urmmm

see, ak pun finally bleh jd blurr when its come to undecided matter.

wish i can sink myself and dont bother to think...life is a matter of making decision!!!

oh yess..just now met my takaful agent...pity him, have to re explain all the policy which had been told to me before..=) never mind that is your job ok..!

then after that pg lcct 1 jam naik bus ok..smata2 demi fail ak yg sgt2 penting tu..then balik kl smula 1 jam..my god..suite my face actually.terbang jugak la rm 19...

nver mind, pengajaran...

actually really miss my bbdear, my esther, eten,eliz and eisya...miss them a lot..wish i had a lots of free time to be there.=(

ok..gtg..tk a sleep and wake up early ^-^

truely

lady joli blurrrr

ohh bilik sewa...

gosh...susahnye nak cari bilik sewa or rumah sewa kat cni!!! now is almost middle june!end of this month kene pindah pulak..eiii..geramnye dgn tuan rumah tu!x smpi stahun ak duk,and the other housemate plak x smpi 2 bulan...

fucker la..asal la ak lupe nak wat agreement that day..nak cari skg bukan senang.ad pun kat tasik height yang buruk tu..sewa nak mahal, rumah and the apartment itself cam ntah ap2...some people say x bersih...that is the major things yg ak x suke..aduiiii plus agak jauh from my office…

nway, try dulu la yang ad ni..try to call and see its availability.klu xde gak?if nak move to shah alam pun ak kn confirm keje dulu, then kn bagi notis sebulan kat cni..with all my work load here ak kene bg notis la..at least the (C) ad masa cr pengganti ak..if x clap hari ak yg kn issue warning letter untuk diri sendiri...legal officer issued letter to herself!!x mau.....=(

so cne ni..ak kn g interview shh alam dulu , look at the result, then if dapat pun stil ak kn duk kat BTS for at least 1 month!!!!

Ni yang bwat ak hangin ni…grrrrrrrr

Lady joli yang sakit hati =(

love story

Actually I am not so sure what to write..but I have a lots in my mind. One of it;

Really miss bbdear..dont know when to see him and I am not ready to ask again..Shall I think just wait and see? What next, is out of my control. Of course I am not ready for any official separation =(..see, love him a lot….

Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
without you there to see me through
I can’t imagine me without you

ok..today I just want to recall our moments, which currently we are almost 4 years in a r/ship.a lots of happiness, sad, regretting, stupid,funny memories.

The best thing is….i never in favour of him before, which for the first time I saw him I never thought ,even to be friend with him but I am not sure why I didn’t insist to reject him when we started to talk to each other. Ego perhaps..=) and even the day I accept him I am not in a serious mind set.just trying..

Then,suit my face…people say never hates somebody that u never know,it would be turn into something different!yes..it is!well, could not say this is a faith or whatever it named..but I believe something happens with reasons behind. Though I cannot ensure what are the end of our r/ship (means happily married or separate), still I try to stand strong for this unless there is a situation that force for a separation. Maybe at that time I will still in love with him?!!it’s all about feelings, no one can give total assurance u see.

Sighhh…don’t occupied your mind with this kind of things! shall you still love somebody, do your best for it! don’t be shy to be a bit possessive,jealous,bitchy perhaps ^-^….if you want him, learn how to tie him!yet the more you tie him the more he want to run from you… =)

People say..even it is not your faith to be together , especially end up with marriage, but if you have been there as somebody which was damn special..he would never forget you!so be somebody that unforgettable……

But in my own story, I am not dare enough to say..”i am ready to lost him”….just strong enough to keep quiet and move on.

june...middle year

Almost 6 month here…hurmmm..am I satisfied?sincerely not.not easy to feel satisfied when it is comes to your high expectation.

But still cannot put 100% blame on them ©.. my part too, need to improved my edu level and of course should at least be glad as it is not that easy to be in my position now.May be indirectly say, I was jumped into a deep jungle and now have to find way out and to build new residency in a correct place.

Owhh..this is me.it was not expected, you see.this is one way to survive.life must be continue and certainly cannot depends on family support at all time.hello miss..you are not 16 ok!

Actually im not that free to write..but I am not in a mood to proceed with all the works that currently looking at me and say..miss Cofrina,please settle me first!!me!..me!..me!

Shut up!...ha3..as if that is our conversation.well now is almost 7pm..then, all phone call and confirmation only can be done tomorrow morning!

What next?..another interview request.should go or not to go?argh!!!..cant make the decisions!try to cooling down..but am I having enough time?

With my so called “my helper” is currently not available here to help me..i am a bit lost..=(

Lets go home then…bye =( leave you with unhappy smile…

Truly,

LADY JOLI

it is sunday!!

another weekend...will heading to mid valley to have some lunch,perhaps some groceries shopping, with my sista...

okey, actually this is another way to free my mind to miss my bbdear so much2...though will miss him every second..!!owh..i am a good lover..ha3

k, gtg...

truely,

LADY JOLI *-*

terrible mode

suddenly feel something wrong...why?i am not sure..tibe2 rs berdebar2,rs mcm something is not good will happen...again,why?

why must i feel like this?feel like want to go home and stay in my room,sleep and forget about this day..nothing happen yet, it just that..entah la. =(

wish i can escape and go home,.....ive try to eat,drink..but it just cannot help!!am i thinking abt nonsense thing, too much??..maybe the truth is, i am not happy, and i am sad and gosh..need somebody to talk with or i need some quite time to re think what is happening now..how am i run this life..another dilemma..=(

i want to go home!!!!!!!!!!

i am saying with courtesy

read on some article on land and logging issue in Sarawak...a bit on denial right to enter Sarawak during the election which was passed..

i am speechless for a while, not really surprise, yet enough for me to say "Oh my dear God"...what on earth is happening to the S'wak Govnt? Simply denial the right of activist to explore what is going on there, is such ridiculous! Simply said, it is really showing that they are trying to hide the real phenomena which was so good covered with 1 Malaysia slogan!

As a local people which not residing there, i really hope that there is educated local person to enlighten this real drama among the Malaysian and shows that local people is not that stupid and unaware of their right.

Next to say, wish that i am able enough to be one of the responsible person to fight for the local.But, in the same time...have to determine my self that..i ve a lots of things to catch and learn 1st..

okey..the above is an opinion of me, who are reading law for 4 years and still needing more years to be an expert....

just to jot down my day: 26 mei 2011

morning: went to MBLS (launching for the Malaysian Business Licencing System)

until late afternoon....and now..in the office...

almost 7pm...have to go!!!

will continue my thought and expression next time!

truely,

LADY JOLI *-*

simply writing this;

i am back.he3..to say that i cant finish the manual as what have been posted before...=)

okey, that is just for the beginning ok!..will continue next time..

what i want to write here is, basically about love & trust

1st story: this guy and his gf was actually decided to further their relationship as gf+bf..so now is about 1 year and half coupled r/ship...then there were physically apart as they have to continue their study in diff. places...

with such distance, everything can get easily messed up.its all about trust..(next story line deleted)

2nd story: this girl and his bf was be in r/ship abt 3 years and a half..both deeply in love and still sometimes they have to be apart.during that such period, the girl actually not dare enough to trust the bf even though deep in her heart she knows that her bf love him so much. But then a simple thing popes in her mind..whether the bf miss her as what she feel...still, its all about trust..(next story line is in progress...)

Based on this 2 story, what i want say is...trust is a huge appreciation that we have, if somebody can put that such a thought on us.we want people to trust us, but are we ready to do so?

love sometimes cannot grant that!

ok..gtg now.

truely,

LADY JOLI *-*

hi good afternoon

miss my uitm's time...the above is my buddies that brilliant and sometimes..bit lazy to attend tutorial..=)

from left: sya2, me,pika..miss you all!!

what was happening just now/today 25 mei 2011?as below...

hohoho..puas hati...today ive nasi lemak telur rebus,some bean curd with black mushroom!yummy..and at the same time berangan2 kejap..ok, manage to finish my meal on time.

usually when chance is given, i will consume longer time to enjoy my meal,hmm actually sgt malas nak kunyah cpat2!..sgt x enjoy and i cant feel the taste..

thus, for me if i eat fast, i feel that i eat a lot..is that a correct theory?huh..."i feel" is a good mythes.

actually thinking of to find new job...new salary..new responsibilities..of course new environment..among all, though not really like but have to deal with..is new challenging...owhhh =(

this is life, no time for 100% relax and enjoy k!

really miss my study time..miss my dear2 best fren, which now we are less contacted. everybody are busy to find their path..some of them continue for Law Honors Degree, some of them just jumping into a working life (like me),some of them staying at home (holiday perhaps)..some of them get married..me?i am considered as still young and fabulous..sweet 20 perhaps?

k, want to concentrate on my reading " Trade Mark Registration Manual"..chauuuuu

truely,

LADY JOLI *-*

various mood today..

happy: edit blog!ha3..

a bit sad:my bbdear go back to his hometown..will miss him

its all about me,you & no others

suddenly bumped at somebody's page... impressive page but a bit stun when i go through the story line. well i am sad to know somebody is in depression.would like to have an opportunity to say something to that somebody, but my heart say...dont.maybe you are not the right person to do that...why?

erm, simply said..there was a story behind.

I am not so sure why should i bother to know, but it just suddenly i am there to read something which is awful. It is sad.

This is life. At every stage of my life ive experienced something different. I've been in a state that i am so regret of my existent in this world. But not until today. Ive changed that, you know..

let go all the sorrow things, though in fact i have to faced it.

see, now i am facing new challenging of life. adulthood is aint easy.Yes, it is adventure but in the same time if you are not dare enough, you will lost.

Exclude other things, even when you start to feel in love with your opposite sex.. another challenge is come. How would you feel when you are deeply fallin in love but the intended person just not ready for you..who was or still in this situation?many of us..am i included?simply say..perhaps

owh..it almost 6.50pm...i miss "bbdear". this is what i mean...fallin in love is not that easy.

not as simple" i love you" and "i love you too"..

hello lady...is that enough assurance for you?of coz not..i am a stubborn,sensitive, emotional, ego and a bit bitchy lady joli...i love you certainly not enough without all the supporting proof..

ive been in love till now...sometimes i am actually trying hard to be a good lover and in the same time..defending my right and status as a "lady"..

well, next target is..think of this;

"WE ARE ALL SAME IN FRONT OF GOD EYES, NONE CAN BE PERFECT PARTNER"

perhaps/ shall we need another hope instead of our so called "my dear love"

gtg..

truely

LADY JOLI

still flu!!!!

it is a good weather...not raining yet not very hot..just like my thought and feeling,owh...cant wait to go back kuching!who is waiting for me there?well, to say somebody or my family is really waiting, that is not true k..it just that me and my other siblings is craving to create another sweet moment!

of course, missing them a lot..and thinking of i will take the same flight with my sistar...ha3..it will be chaos if we can seat 2gether!

anyway, apart of my flu..actually last nite i went to spread and collect back the disease from Jusco Bukit Raja...it was cold in the cinema, and in the same time my heart deadly cold to watch the Nur Kasih The Movie...arghhh, im sleepy but my eyes just cannot sleep as my heart beating..y?

the story though not that impressive, but enough to make feel..a bit sad..he3..imagining that i am the one as Nur..hei, that is so lucky dude..2 men is sincerely love her like hell..

" God, i am willing to lost anything...but not her"huhhuhuhu..(terharu seyhhh)

But as usual, my eyes is not easily to cry!!shit la..baru nak tunjuk kat bf mata ak yang sayu...gosh,x bleh blah

but when it comes to heart to heart talk with him,it will be so easily for me to feel sad,but yet the ego is higher than KLCC...still can't cry in front him!!!

oh...have to go now!!!mkn KFC and pg auction!!!byeeeee

truely,

LADY JOLI

not feeling well..

saturday,

i am not feeling well, fever+flu+head ache....arghhh..this is totally not comfortable, at the same time my Celcom account was barred..owh..really make me sick!

when to pay?that one i am not sure..ha3..pay day lm lagi..and have to think for other expenses.hmm..forget it first.

just now having my tom yam ruski for lunch..sedapnyerr...kene lagi dengan flu mcm ni..hi3..you can imagine it huh...=P just nice menjilat jari..tapi x sempat la nak bwat cam tu, rest hour 1/2 jam jer..and ak plak jenis yang makan slow and steady..

rasenye demam coz penat sgt for the previous 2, 3 days ago...my days full with activities...Port Dickson Trip, collecting robe day + stupid mistake day, went to fetch mumy dady from airport and finally my tiring konvo day..owh...SANGAT PENAT!!!...hepi in the same time..x la graduate 1st class but at least graduate at the right time and no extend ok! =)

Thanks God,thanks to all that support me all this while (parents, siblings,friends, not to for get my dear bf)...your moral and finance support is MUCH appreciated!!

Hmm..tapi all the photos is not available right now....not have enough time to edit and upload..next time ok..

ok..almost 2.30pm..want to go home!!have a nice weekend..daaa..

truely,

LADY JOLI..*_*

happiness follow with sedih2

so sad...=( suddenly demam pulak..pg tadi im just ok, siap breakfast milo and KFC burger lagi...nape demam?after 4 days x turun keje demam pulak..adusss...hidung da start berair, keje pulak menimbun2,....nak g tuntut skrol pun ive no time for that..nak g klinik lagi la..

21/5/2011..

hrmmm ble la payday...actually da tahu ble..sj je nak mengeluh, dengan harapan lagi cepat ke..oh yes,about 1 week 2 days i will going back kuching!x sabar nye...makan2...mi kolox, laksa s'wak, home made rice and all the lauk pauk!!slurrppp...and then nak jalan2 with my 2 bro..to see my niece and nephews,miss them so much!

and i will apart with my "bbboodear"...sedih x?a bit, but must put trust and believe we certainly will meet again!dear,...i will miss you a lots!!!

kisah aunty tua..

jum sembang2...hari ni,bosan....check DTR je,TM cant proceed yet.tunggu org ni la,tunggu bos la,tunggu duit la...suke hati la..bukan business ak..cehhh..1 of employee's attitude that contribute to unsuccessful of organization. =)

hari ni pagi2 lagi da terserempak dengan aunty tua yang kepochi+perasn cantik..ari ni nmpak sopan skit la,tapi lagi nampak tua.alahai..aunty2..and pagi2 lagi da nak bising2 aircond bilik bos x tutup..cool la cik kak..just warning ckit je la.ni sibuk gak nak siasat sape yg x tutup..ish..jap g story2 kat die punye so called kakak..kembar la lebih kurang...

patut la ramai dok mencebik ble tang nama dia..alahai aunty2..nasib kau la...luckily you got brain and boleh kata pandai la.cuma sometimes lupa diri..sok2 da kerepot baru hang sedar langit tu tinggi rendah..pengajaran,,sebagai org perempuan ni,kdg2 nak maintain reputation sbg perempuan yang layak bergelar perempuan mmg payah..lagi2 depan lelaki..tp senang je,dun be too much in whatever your act..simple..=)like what amy mastura said,kesederhanaan itu penting..)

daaaaa..~

tengok benda cantik2 ni mmg mujarab untuk hiburkan hati...even untuk berangan2,best jugak..feel free to visit Hotel De Art Shah Alam nye website,x free pun bwat2 free..=) x sangka atas li lac and hainan kopitiam ada budget hotel yang sangat classic and i would say..fantastic!!!

take a look!!!

even though i am x so sure when is a right time to try,it would be in my list..ble ntah pun tak tau..really attractive and definitely i hope even in a real visit it would be the same!!look at the room..gosh...cantiknyerrr..

listening to kitaro music and in the same time curik-curik masa to jot down here.well sometimes its terrible to keep my eyes on this Company Handbook.And pushing my head to translate it in Malay..now then you know Bahasa Melayu is not that easy,particularly in formal way.no wonder i just manage to get B3 in SPM..ha3..

in the same time thinking of how am i going to make my colleague understand that to apply a reg of trade mark,you must ensure at least the word is invented word..to define invented word?dlm exam intellectual property boleh la...=( or should i just proceed 1st then waiting for the feed back from MYIPO..better that way,than that time i need to explain,still..hmm

it is 6 pm..mood go back home..but still heavily raining..cne ni???

middle of week...=(

nothing so surprise,middle of week is not a wonderful time,unless it is Friday then i would say..yesss,weekend!!..but surely happy coz nak balik kampung,and before that convo day,though both of it cut my neck of paying the fees and the flight ticket..well,ini lah dunia,setiap kegembiraan itu terselit sedikit atau kdg2 banyak,pengorbanan dan keperitan..

even to maintain a shelter need to sacrifice..byr deposit la,sewa la,api air la..aduh2..ni baru hidup bujang trang tang2..if married couple plus with the anak-anak??hurmm rezeki masing2,as we shall aware that we would never know what exactly will happen,prediction might help..yes.sometimes..

so kene la banyak bersabar,dan seterusnya berusaha..macam dlm citer Bangkok Traffic love story..ha3...

just love its simple plot yet still can make me laugh..x sangka gamble je pilih and just a few of us dalam movie masa tu..risau gak x best,tapi...i would say..fun and relax..plus with the dialogs and Thai language..=) not that romantic but that is real life what,a relationship sometimes stop or uneasy to continue due to own schedule, profession thus your own dream!!!

sanggup x berpisah 2 tahun smata-mata jejaka idaman nak pg sambung study..ohohoho...how if me my self?hehehee...=)

betul2 cinta..ohoho