post for self

its really a bad month...not even for two month im staying here, ss15 subang jaya...which my sis say jinx area, yes it is..full with shit old women , not to indicating what race, but true enuf as my fren say..they are only looking for money, can talk so nice and also can turn into great evil...shit fucker women. luckily i rent here before as it was emergency and she agreed to accept deposit by installment..well that is not a credit for me to say she is good..of coz die nak after some phone interview regarding my career...and expecting that ive lots of saving..lol..laugh at my self also...

sigh..just to mention for own self,its not that i cant pay the rental, its only a matter of time...and some more dont want to accept my counter offer to pay rental every 1st week of every month.

thinking of to increase the rent too..what a an old women.really an evil follower.well, not suprise actually, as the rental is not secured by any legal covenant..what can i say..

so now..die da amik duit ak 350 dep and xtra 350 sewa nov, which ak akn blah dr rumah bedebah tu seawal yg mungkin..no one would understand my condition..yes it is stupid to surrender right and money easily without at least some fighting on it...but what for is the fight if i dun have any strong basis...what left for me is do whatever is necessary.wont let you be so happy when im leaving fucking lad...

i know she wnt me to get off, as she want increase the room rent and definitely can find those rich to pay 400..and allowed more male tenant.she is..gosh..i better go rather than stand in only because of dep paid!!

evil!now not only viewd as looser by my own sis and also by my so called my dearest bf..of coz for me he is my dearest, as i love him like no other candidate out there...(lol for me)..lot of laugh at me, i know its rude and sound self degrading..but that is the fact right.nway.., im not regret to dating him..i know what i want.just that sometimes he can be one of those who cant understand me!!i know that im complicated person..=P

haish..i really thankful for my sister syl...

hmm...luckily before ak mencarut lebih2...ive accidentally closed this page, and tergendala jap..and during the pending post, i received a sms from my sis...what a happines to hear that my 1st niece, esther...she proclaimed that her new name is esther rosella, managed to be at num 1 in her class among 25, she is still 6 years, i know that she is one of the brilliant!!see la who tk care on her last time...hi3...really miss the time i stay with the family back in 2006..she was small little gal at that time..adorable, which is till now!and she will represent her class for choral speaking during the hari anugrah cemerlang..Thanks to God for blessing my family with such clever and beautiful girl.and wonderful thing is she can remember celine song..to love you more!!

she is adorable...=)

hmmm..nasib la ad story best, at least kurang la ckit kesakitan hati aku ni......tp still x ok lg ni. x pindah kuar lg dr rumah tu, and at anytime pompuan tu bley dtg bising2...eeee..=^^^^

nway, jangan stress..be cool, and benarla kata org Allah itulah tempat sebenar kite untuk mengadu dan menyerah..hoh..i wish somebody is near to me, teach me to the way that i intended to..

now i need to be more careful, in future...im thinking that i need to be a bit choosy, in term of to stay with whom..see what happen now..grrrr..

k, wnt to go off...settle my room and see when can move out...

lady joli